What Now….

Every once in a while I find myself thinking about the direction of my life and what it is I want to do. Yes…this is me getting bored again with the daily grind. It’s funny, though, because I am one who thrives in familiarity. I honestly do not like change very much, but every once in a while, there’s something in me that stirs up this feeling of antsy-ness. Often times it’s a crisis of sorts…be it in my health, in my job, or personal life.

And yes…I have faced that these past few days.

It got me to thinking about exploring new possibilities and options, especially since March is quickly approaching, and as I’ve said not too long ago, it would mark the end of my preschool teaching career. So…what now? So many things have happened in the past three weeks that have made me suddenly feel like I’m flailing, but even so, I remain hopeful, partly because I know there’s more room for growth now. One of the things I so want to do in the next few months is finally take up yoga. I also want to enroll in French classes. One more thing, however, that I am contemplating is going back to school, as a student this time and not just a teacher. Granted my MS thesis is still a dark cloud hanging over me, I realized that maybe one reason that’s happening is because that’s not really for me. Maybe it I finally gave in to my heart’s desire, which is creative writing, or perhaps explored getting an it degree especially now that this whole blogging thing and social media networking thing is something I have learned to enjoy, it would be different…for now, however, what I have learned to do is that I need to take the first step to making that change but that I shouldn’t rush carelessly into it nor should I overthink it. Let’s see what happens, shall we?

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