Sometimes I feel like I’m part of a cosmic joke that I can’t get or understand. It’s kinda like these lines in the song The Show:
I’m just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out, it’s bringing me down
I know I’ve got to let it go and just enjoy the show
But but but….sometimes it’s a show I don’t enjoy thank you very much. Can’t it be something more simple and easy??? Then again, I suppose it’s the twists and turns and not-so-perfect things that come along that makes it “life” right???
So…as I try to open my teeny-tiny puffy eyes this morning (it was a stressful night after all), I will try to hold on to my bright bit of sunshine…Bubba. As I tried to sleep last night (try being the operative word here), he did what he usually does when I’m not at my best…he snuggled in close to me and just lay there sharing my space. And when I’d wake up, unlike the usual where he would have moved to his bed, he was still there beside me. More so, when I’d open my eyes, he’d nuzzle me with his head a bit, as if giving me a hug. Oh I just sooo soooo love this little furball of mine.
Much as I hated the fact that my sister left Bubba to me when she left for the states, I realize now he is the greatest gift she had given me. Love, I tell ya.. truly ties that bind Much as this morning I still feel a wee bit sad and selfish because I find myself wanting more in terms of the love department, I will hold on to my bright bit of four legged sunshine.