Weight Issues, No Thesis and More Insecurities

Today brought to me a whole range of emotions…from very happy to not-so-secret regrets, as well as excitement, fear and yes, insecurity. Cognitively, I know the solution to these concerns but emotionally, it’s hard to take that proverbial first step forward. For example, losing weight right now is more than just a physical thing. I mean, it would be simple to take moyoberry supplements or undergo cosmetic surgery to enhance my appearance.

Taking that first step is really the struggle now. Perhaps the biggest and most relevant to me now is that step forward with regards to my thesis. I think this is really where all my insecurities are coming from.

While most of the day was filled with all these anxieties, on the upside, today also brought a lot of affirmation, especially with regards to my students in class 🙂 With that, perhaps I’ll call it a night and hope for a better tomorrow.

  • #1
    Posted by Lourdes Espanol on June 2nd, 2010 at 8:45 am

    I’m sure Ria you’ll finish your thesis soon.

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