Today is tapping into my inner insecurities….and the pressure is mounting. For one, I have that psych bill thingy to worry about. While I may have some time time to figure things out, I can’t help but be on edge about where I am and what my future will be. Not only do I feel stuck in a rut when it comes to my graduate studies, but I also feel the same way when it comes to my present life status….all my friends have moved on from getting married to having kids and I’m still where I’ve been all this time. Yup, stuck.
I guess the green eyed monster is paying me a visit today, and I sure don’t like it. It takes away from me all the good stuff, like my progress in blogging and my blossoming writing career. Looking at my Facebook friends, for example, eggs on that monster and while I am deeply, honestly happy for them, there is a pang of “what about me” that happens. Geesh, toddler much??? Is this normal??? Wait…I’m supposed to know that, right? hehe. Rant for the day done.